Man, losing someone you loved SUCKS… having to see that person happy with someone else nearly every day… meh, it used to hurt really bad, but I am not one to wish bad on anyone, so I am happy for them. Maybe happy isn’t the right word to use since he’s offered to come “visit” me on more than one occasion. He was obviously not the person God has in store for my future. I just want to find happiness, and true love. I am learning to trust God more and more, and know that the only way I will find that person is by having patience.
It’s been a really long time since my last post (obviously) and a ton of fun things have happened. I hesitate to use the word busy, but life has been pretty full of awesome! Over the last month and a half, I have been to visit my family in Oklahoma, watched my daughter run in a ton of track meets, celebrated her 15th birthday, watched my son play basketball, been to a couple minor league hockey games, and I’ve been training for the half marathon that I’m running in 34 days!
My kids, and nephews
Me and the kids before my sis and I went to a movie.Lexy before her 1st high school track meet
My baby girl’s birthday cake.
Mr. P after scoring NINE baskets!
Our view of a fight on the ice!
I also have a few fun things coming up as well. One of my childhood friends will be here this weekend, another friend and I will be traveling to Vegas, and my mama is coming for a visit. I have not seen her in over a year, and I can’t wait for one of those good hugs that only your mama can give!
Spending so much time being sad, and depressed made me miss out on a TON of great events with my friends. There were so many birthday parties, football games, barbeques, and weekend getaways going on that I could not drag myself out of bed for. That won’t be me this year. I fully intend on enjoying my spring, summer, fall, hell I’m going to enjoy the rest of my life! Seeing my kids smile is the best feeling ever, and right now that is all I need. Finding MY definition of happy, has been a struggle, but I think I am finally there!
Happy Monday!